Fragile...

i am amazing, smart and tough woman...you say...

i am your little sunshine...once again you say it...
i am your sweet angel...hmmmm...am i?
my innocent look and tempting smile obviously distract you from your old painfull memories...aren't you tired?sigh....( a little bit annoyed)
your sudden approximity send my heart into great palpitations...that's true...

but...
above all...
i am weak, pathetic, boring...
and FRAGILE...!!!!
i am on my own in this land...
don't you see?...
i wanna be what u want me to be...but i can't
please...don't leave me...sobbing voice...
everything is so dark...
still no answer...
i'm in the middle of nowhere...confused...
i can't remember it well...it was long time a go...
human memories fade...